Depression, it sucks the life out of you, it rapes your hours cruelly, it wastes every single high light of your life!
A lot of people gave up and grant themselves to this wicked illness, they enter a closed labyrinth of isolation and loneliness, some of us go to a psychologist and some believe that if they went they will be called sick people or mental issued patients.
Everyone of us has suffered from this disease, some has overcome it and some didn't. For me when I get depressed I search for the tiniest glimpse to get ride of it, I've found this in hope!
Here's a story that happened to me and prompt the hope out of me; once upon a time, when the crisis in Damascus had crossed the limits, there was a bombed car explosion literally beside my house, my mom and my little brother were in the house alone because me and my other brothers were in school and my father was at his work, when the tremendous explosion happened, I ran from the school as fast as I could to find a dark cloud of ashes arising near to my house where my mom and my little bother were sitting alone, I called and called them and there was no answer!
Can you believe this feeling, imagining your life after your mother's & brother's death ? Believe me I had lived it for 3 hours, away from my house that I couldn't reach because of the continuous fight beside it.
Anyways, after 3 hours of tragedy and depression, I have received a call from my grandma telling me that they are safe and sound, after hearing that, there it came the tears of hope, and the tears of a new beginning.
Take my advice and just believe that your god won't ever hurt you unless there is a lesson he wants you to learn, never gave up hope and surrender yourself to depression!
A lot of people gave up and grant themselves to this wicked illness, they enter a closed labyrinth of isolation and loneliness, some of us go to a psychologist and some believe that if they went they will be called sick people or mental issued patients.
Everyone of us has suffered from this disease, some has overcome it and some didn't. For me when I get depressed I search for the tiniest glimpse to get ride of it, I've found this in hope!
Here's a story that happened to me and prompt the hope out of me; once upon a time, when the crisis in Damascus had crossed the limits, there was a bombed car explosion literally beside my house, my mom and my little brother were in the house alone because me and my other brothers were in school and my father was at his work, when the tremendous explosion happened, I ran from the school as fast as I could to find a dark cloud of ashes arising near to my house where my mom and my little bother were sitting alone, I called and called them and there was no answer!
Can you believe this feeling, imagining your life after your mother's & brother's death ? Believe me I had lived it for 3 hours, away from my house that I couldn't reach because of the continuous fight beside it.
Anyways, after 3 hours of tragedy and depression, I have received a call from my grandma telling me that they are safe and sound, after hearing that, there it came the tears of hope, and the tears of a new beginning.
Take my advice and just believe that your god won't ever hurt you unless there is a lesson he wants you to learn, never gave up hope and surrender yourself to depression!
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