13

Some people believe in this and others don't, the hypothesis of the lucky number!
I do believe in it, it could be irrational but when something happens and repeats itself though time, you begin to believe in it.
My lucky number is 13, I don't know why, maybe since I was in grade four and the teacher was talking about the dilemmas and bad luck incidences, when he mentioned that number 13 is considered a wicked number in most places of our world, I got so passionate about the subject and decided to search about it and learn more about it. After I had found that there is no logic in considering it a tricky number, I decided that from now on it will be my luck number!
And so it was, since then this number has been related to my destiny, when we have random seat numbers it always pump into me! Never the less my total grades sum always coincidences a total with -13, in addition, every 13th of month has a special memory  and considered a remarkable day! But the one thing that will always confuses me that the year 2013 was the worst year I've ever lived!


                                       

Depression & hope

Depression, it sucks the life out of you, it rapes your hours cruelly, it wastes every single high light of your life!
A lot of people gave up and grant themselves to this wicked illness, they enter a closed labyrinth of isolation and loneliness, some of us go to a  psychologist and some believe that if they went they will be called sick people or mental issued patients.
Everyone of us has suffered from this disease, some has overcome it and some didn't. For me when I get depressed I search for the tiniest glimpse to get ride of it, I've found this in hope!
Here's a story that happened to me and prompt the hope out of me; once upon a time, when the crisis in Damascus had crossed the limits, there was a bombed car explosion literally beside my house, my mom and my little brother were in the house alone because me and my other brothers were in school and my father was at his work, when the tremendous explosion happened, I ran from the school as fast as I could to find a dark cloud of ashes arising near to my house where my mom and my little bother were sitting alone, I called and called them and there was no answer!
Can you believe this feeling, imagining your life after your mother's & brother's  death ? Believe me I had lived it for 3 hours, away from my house that I couldn't reach because of the continuous fight beside it.
Anyways, after 3 hours of tragedy and depression, I have received a call from my grandma telling me that they are safe and sound, after hearing that, there it came the tears of hope, and the tears of a new beginning.
Take my advice and just believe that your god won't ever hurt you unless there is a lesson he wants you to learn, never gave up hope and surrender yourself to depression!

Not today

Have you ever lived this moment, the remorse , when something happens and touches you deeply !
At this moment, the most relevant song comes to you mind :/
Sometimes we hurt close people to us unintentionally, and we keep suffering from mistakes that we didn't even wanted to happen.
All we do is to wait and wait and wait, and just like that as many people say; time heals every thing!
I don't believe in this.
The only thing that can heal is something compensatory happens to the damaged person, something that can make it up for him!
That's my wish.......
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From the song "not today" for "imagine dragons"

It's gotta get easier, oh easier somehow
Cause I'm falling, I'm falling
Oh easier and easier somehow
But Not today ........ Not today!

A monster calls

Since I was talking about novels, today I've picked a novel to talk about, first of all " SPOILERS ALERT " this post is for these who aren't interested in reading nor  read this novel before, And since today is Valentine's day, what is more innocent and pure than the relationship between a mother and her son?
 Just remember  who's the most person you care about since you were born, your MOM! The only one who always tell you that you are the best thing that had ever happened to me, so imagine if you mom was weak and sick, and you just can't withstand the idea of letting her go and die! Having this nightmare again and again, and one day you get tired and in your nightmare you let her go! For her sake to stop feeling the pain, but you still can't accept the idea that you did such a thing!
You come to a point when you feel weak, alone, falling down into pieces.
And then spontaneously you call for a cry of help, you call an imaginary monster, a wise tree that tells stories, first of all the stories didn't make any sense but then after ending the three stories, there comes the time for the forth one but this time the boy has to tell it, he has to admit the nightmare that he had been watching over and over!
Finally! He admits it!! He tells the truth, and just like that he manged to let his mom go in the real world :'(
This story may not seem reasonably to some people, but it's a true story about the truth, about not withstanding to unleash and leave your forever and ever Valentine! About tears of lost and sadness.
It's about starting a new beginning!

When you get passionate!

It's right! We all have that time when we get passionate about something, just like me now  writing my second story only after two days from creating this account 
Since we take about passion, is there any other way that we can say it in an other word ? There's nothing in my mind by the way, but I this that is when you love something so much that you want to do it instantly and frequently!
Each one of us has a passion, but do you know what is mine ? It may sound boring to some people, but for me it's make friends :P renewal your life each day by knowing somebody that you haven't met him before, at some moments these new people are the boost we get to start a new begining, could be through out listening to new stories that may affect you directly or indirectly, blogging is one of these ways that you can share stories by! Or it could be by having fun time with time and break the routine we have in our days!
Therefore, what's better than having fun and learing from new experiences at the same time :') charge your life with this passion and believe me it will change your life !

Let's Start!!

I don’t know where does this idea come from :P But expressing and sharing stories is one of the things that I usually find myself in!
As usual every 9th of any month is considered a turning point in my life :P it may seem ridiculous to some people, but believe me in my case it’s not, it all has started 4 years ago on the 9th of march 2013 when we decided to move from Syria and settle down in Egypt, first of all we didn’t know that it’s going to take this long; I mean 4 years come on XD who knew that he would live far away from his home for this long, and in the near horizon we see that we may still out of our country for three or four years more, who knows anyway :P
Therefore, from that point I’ve decided to make every 9th of a month a special day to remember, and what is better than to start blogging! maybe be this could be the most remarkable date in my whole life :’D
So From 9th of February 2017, Let me start my new Journey of life :’)